Well my Life has gone to hell in a basket, and my family has thrown my life away, Stolen Everything I own, my Den living room my mothers room, all my designs and paperwork Gone, My two Main Cats have been taken away from me, My home been taken away from me, nothing left..

So you'll not be hearing from me in the next few days, it is because I will be gone, I am so depressed I have given all hope of the Happy life I once lived lived, I am to the point of Just giving up my Ghost to the winds of fate in my 40+ years, I can rage no more, I can not even cry anymore, but I still love all the friends that have Come and Gone thru my life..

I need a good uplifting Party at my house before it is all gone.. Anyone open for this weekend..?



*Crying*

Tags: stress depression bullshit
Current Location: United States Beveerly New Jersey

Do you just hate it when this happens..
OUCH..

All I can say is WTF, Time to Stand up for a Rights, Or time to pocked some Big Rocks..

Please Watch this..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7SGWH3kirzg

WTF..WTF..

Current Location: United States, New Jersey, Riverton
Current Mood: pissed off

Yes a Friends Dropped off some Wonder Food for me the past two days..






Tummy full for a few Day, now tomorrow I need to worry about where TP shortage..

And YAY for The Cherry and Grapes.. NOMN..NOMN..

Tags: food
Current Location: United States, New Jersey, Mount Holly
Current Mood: happy

Yea I setup account http://www.linkedin.com/in/delphon

Tags: cursedinnewjersey, new jersey, radio
Current Location: United States, New Jersey, Mount Holly
Current Mood: weird

Nice set up..But as a long term Plan..Ya, you will be like me and have 40 years of stuff thru-out NJ,,Storage Fee's,,Stuff at Friends houses(Yea I am not Name Dropper)..

What kills me is teaching more to automate off site, and lossing Servers, only + for me now is Cheaper Electric Bill, and a colder House..

and now I am reaching my Mid 40's, I will Swap my Shit For Food..WTF.. Beware of HORDING Old Components they Multiply..And move you out of House and Homes..

I was going to say something but it Blew me to post Shit, but still cranking VNV - streamline in my office/server room rear is Crown ES-12 Speaker's,AMP for crown Harman/Kardon Citation 12 Amp, the front is Kenwood Quad (2) KL-888D (2) KL-777D 5 Way 6 speaker System and Bose 101 monitor for the in my face Speakers..Controlled by my Kenwood KR-5200..

Will swap stuff for food..

Tags: grrrr....., ham, stress depression bullshit
Current Location: United States, Pennsylvania, Annville
Current Mood: hungry

Yea it the end of the year and I am so stressed out, and chewed up and spit out then Pissed on feeling, I don't know that to do,, Owed $2100 in rent from a friend I tried to help out, and I thought of him as a Brother I never Had.. Never Put full Trust into a Weasel and his son the Qeasel, or and any thing with sounding of the ( easel ), FACE-Drop-sigh*!*

Tags: grrrr....., stress depression bullshit
Current Location: Beverly, New Jersey

AHHHH 999 Messages, ok LJ been getting on and off from LJ for about 2-4 weeks and not been able to post messages WTF.. this happening to any one else..??

For all those that Know me, you need a place to stay for FA U 4, Will if you know me, you stay for Free, I am Still banded from FA U, but wanted to go and tell every one on my LJ, if you need a place to stay I am like 10 Mins from FA U..

Tags: fa u

My Heart and Prayers go out to the Living beings of Japanese Earthquake..